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>tfw western society is falling apart and you have no choice but to watch it unfold
>tfw your depression numbed by apathy so much that you barely give a shit
One more year has passed, and 2 have passed since my first new years post. Turns out I'm not down the shitter. Aaaand that's really all I can talk about when it comes to that post. It's literally only 40 words long.
I'm doing alright all things considered. The world may not be in a great state at the moment, but I'm holding out. I have hope that society WILL improve. We're just in a rough spot right now.
My Resolution
- Start reading economic and politikirk theory. I want to gain insight into all of the economic systems people have come up with. I might start by reading stuff related to
anarcho-capitalism andMarxism. The latter of which I have no faith in (sorry commies), but still want to learn about so I can better understand its flaws. - Try to make my own music with vocalsynths such as UTAU and VOCALOID. Listening to kino is cool and all, but I feel like I have so much potential to make some kino of my own.
- Watch less YouTube and more traditional forms of media (TV shows, movies and documentaries). I've been using the platform waaaaay too much as background noise.
- Flesh out my taste in music and discover more artists and genres to keep and eye on and actively listen to.
- Spend more time with friends and family. They won't be around forever, so I should cherish them and the time I've spent with them. One regret I already have is not spending enough time with relatives that have passed away, so I don't want that regret to grow more potent.
- Explore more places within my state. This will also help me in getting more fit, as i'll be doing shit tons of cardio.
- Deal with my insomnia. As of writing I'm doing a terrible job at this since its nearly 6 am...
FUCK.
I'm not expecting to pull off every goal in this list, but I'll give it my best shot.
The Future of splashy
I haven't had too much motivation lately to work on my site, but I still managed to publish 13 posts (even if some of them are unfinished), and some improvements to my layout in 2025. Hopefully I can get into a more regular schedule of updates. At the very least, I won't be abandoning the site.
I've pretty much made a departure from the personal web community. It's boring as fuck, and is stuck on the same goyslop services that people within the community whine about constantly. I also really struggle to resonate with a majority of the userbase, since I come from a background of /g/, Agora Road and Lainchan, instead of like Tumblr or whatever other gendie communities they come from.
This blog's been posted alongside 2 other blog posts, one of which being fairly high-effort, so I don't really feel like I need to make any new posts for the time being. I for the most part just want to finish and improve some of my past posts, so that I can actually call my website "finished." Finished in the sense that all the site's content is complete, and that I could just leave the site be indefinitely without feeling the urge to push out another minor update.
Happy splashing!
