my eternal inability to sleep

currently writing this at the following time:

can't fucking sleep... i haven't been able to properly for years

fuck

anyways i hope your new year was swag and that you had a jolly time during CRIIIIMAAAAA

me thinking about how i'm gonna WIN THE GAZILLION DOLLAR GOLDEN EAGLE JACKPOT instead of sleeping

me and my jonkler tulpa imagining us winning the same golden eagle gazillion dollar jackpot